Be a Wall, to Protect the Core
Lin Lin, an artist in the torrent of the times.
2018/03/15
Written by Mimi Hsu
林琳作品《大地-重返野性海洋》(2015)。
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Since 2009, Lin Lin has been intentionally recording the elders’ collective lives in her tribe whether it’s through the collection of clothes colors and cultural significances, or the text book making of tribal language. She is trying to piece her own cultural puzzles.
Lin Lin and her husband Huang Jin-cheng are running a studio Pakavulay Design. She always believes in her heart, very firmly with not much doubt even when she chooses to be an artist. After graduating from junior high school, she left home and studied design in Taipei. Her creations in that period of time are all about home. Yet it was more than being homesick. “Back then in Taipei, I felt hollow inside. That was beyond missing home but feeling very much empty. I didn’t know who I was. How could I say to people who have stereotypes of indigenous: ‘it’s not what you think’”.
If I could be seen in my hometown then I will be fine at anywhere else.
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Lin Lin
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林琳之子於母親的作品〈結繩紀事〉(2017)前合影。
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“I couldn’t stand the life in the north. When I opened my window, I would see other’s windows. I was not used to that. I felt suffocated.” She realizes that considering the resource and opportunities, staying in Taipei is an advantageous decision. She gently says: “I don’t think location would make any difference on the quality of work. Here might not be as many opportunities as in Taipei, it is alright. I just work and grow slowly. If I could be seen here, then I will be alright anywhere in this world.”
She meets her expectation to herself: whether it’s for project, competition, or arts festival, she makes new pieces every year. Each one of them truly comes from her own life experience and concerned issues. Odyssey was her first large-scale work that won the First Prize of Austronesian International Arts Award in 2012. The migration of the Austronesian groups depicted in the work is also the status of her mind at that time. “Austronesian are heading to an unknown place, so does my art work. I didn’t know where I was going to but I just departed from where I was anyway.”
The concept of The Beginning of Time, 2015, was from her struggle of finding the balance between self and motherhood after giving birth of her son. Another piece created in the same year, Return to The Wild Ocean, also tried to convey the battle and liberation of her identity transition in everyday life. She says:” As a creator, it would be difficult to take care of the other matters if you don’t take care of yourself properly.”
In love with playing materials
Lin Lin’s expertise is in graphic design and soft material use, such as felted wool or wire. Her daily concerns are personal experience in cultural context, on micro issues as who she is. She jokingly calls Haung Jin-cheng’s concerns are more world-class issues. His expertise is hard material application as metal. It becomes a common daily exercise on how to work with each other moderately in both soft and hard ways. Lin Lin, who has great imagination, says with smile:” Every time I complete the draft, my husband would grief in pain:’ how are we going to make this?’”
There is no one fixed material she uses in her making. The relationship between her and her material, therefore, profoundly affects the progress of the work. They use a lot of rattan in Brave Man in Taiwan East Coast Land Art Festival 2017. They had no idea how to soak and shape the rattan so they asked the local Amis people and built relationship with them. They tried to soften and bend the bamboo by roasting it while making Djulis in the same year.
Keep ‘playing’ is the necessary path of finding new material application. She describes it “just like being in romantic relationship, it takes time getting know each other.”
Exactly like any relationship, there is a break-in period. Lin Lin doesn’t see it as a problem. She understands that everyone has his own temper as well as insistence for art making. When the creation gets stuck, they would step away from the situation first to walk, eat etc. then continue working after the stalemate is more released.
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Djulis, 2018.
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Brave Man, 2017.
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There are some things need to be remembered otherwise we won’t remember who we are.
Since 2009, Lin Lin has been intentionally recording the elders’ collective lives in her village whether it’s through the collection of clothes colors and cultural significances, or the text book making of her mother language. She is trying to piece her own cultural puzzles. Lin Lin has many feelings about the elders’ death as time goes by. Especially when she thinks of her grandmother who passed away last year. Lin gets emotional as remembering the life fragments with her.
“Grandmother is like a piece of land with many children growing on it. When this land stop mentioning her, remembering her, people would forget who she is… If the indigenous sold their land, it would become a number. If we don’t help the land to remember, it would gradually forget what it is.”
She believes that the core value of traditional culture is like a rock, and the social environment changes is like water.
“Water needs to flow so the creatures in it will be able to survive. We need to keep this rock safe and also to respond and adjust to the changes.” Indigenous people’s community needs to respond to the environment changes but not being washed away its inner core by the torrent of changes. As a backbone of her community, she does not evade the difficulties of all these. “You just have to be that wall.” She says.